the photos shld be up by today, but then...

not that im lazy it's just that the cable for the camera went missing, even sissy cant find it. so those pictures are kinda stuck inside the camera. -.-" try get them out maybe tmr or so..

oh right,
i dont understand why it is that before i start using smth nobody else, or rather i dont see ppl around me using them, but when i start using, ppl around me starts using as well. and me being me, i dont like it at all! so me huh.

i just love to do the opposite~

so..

BESTIE! this will be the last time u are called BESTIE! no more using this word for both of us ok! because apparently i found out that ppl around me uses it all of a sudden and i dont like it! >< find others to blame and not me ok! (of course i wont get blamed, because im so loved by everyone~! teehee~)

i just simply dont like the idea of having what others have, and especially not "names" that i used for others. i feel trapped and i dont like the feeling of being trapped. thus i keep changing them because somehow or rather ppl tend to use the names i used even after i changed them so i can only keep changing to make myself feel better. yes, i can simply just tell them straight in the face to stop using the names i used for others, but then they definitely will tell me back either "i started using them even before u" or that "u dont own the word why cant i use them" so yadah yadah, what's the point right? i dont feel good, neither do they. so i can only change in order to make myself feels better. how sad huh. oh well, blame the mindset. i like the standalone better. :)

hmm, let me think about what rants i still have..

oh right, the fully utilized 140characters on twitter yesterday. no commas, no full stop, just words and more words (chinese characters), one single tweet to state every single thing. im so good at this.. LOL! and yes, i mean every single word i say/type. zero patience to that.

注意一下自己的言行舉止就不會有那麼多的事情了不是嗎? 功勞都在自己, 說出來了就是想要邀功不是嗎? 就藏在心裡不說把功勞都分了分給每一位就好了啊, 多一事不如少一事不是很好嗎? 那當然不是所有的事情都該把功勞分了, 要自己拿捏分寸啦~ 如果你不會那就算了, 把這整段話忘了吧! :)

so yup, that's all i guess. obviously there's more that i cant and dont want to get them out here, because i know it's gonna cost alot of trouble for myself. so why do that?!

that's all. :D

안녕!!

Be healthy, Goodbye :)
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