「健康的人不一定快樂,不健康的人不一定不快樂。」
Im back after what seems like a long long time~
看完了「On Call 36小時」自己領悟了好多好多。世事都很難預料得到，人生真的有太多太多的決定要做。
Too many things happening yet too little time. There's a limit to everything, but does everyone know where the limit boundary is?
我不開心, 但我也不是不開心。心情非常的複雜，複雜到我好想死喔！真心不知道我要的昰什麼，只知道我好累好累，累到什麼都不想做。好像做什麼事情都是錯的！當心以不在那裡，做什麼都會力不從心，好難熬好難受。每分鐘都像是在慢慢慢慢的爬似的，感覺不會過去。內心真的糾結的我好痛苦，好痛苦。
It's really difficult to make decisions, way too difficult. Things just don’t go the way it is, yes i know it's the mindset that's making things really difficult but it really cannot be helped. It's difficult to have a positive mindset at this point of time, every little things makes me irritated especially at the things im asked to do. Obviously everyone don't want trouble to find us, but then it just seems like im being thrown at for all the things that's gonna caused big big trouble, thou up till this point of time everyone still seems nice to me. Im envious of the 2 that already left, thou i know i just have to continue for a short while more before i can get freedom back. im telling myself to stay positive so that i dont have to suffer that much any more longer, yet everything seems too far away to stay positive.
I don't know what i want anymore. I need a break from everything.
안녕!!
Be healthy, Goodbye :)
사랑해요
Im back after what seems like a long long time~
看完了「On Call 36小時」自己領悟了好多好多。世事都很難預料得到，人生真的有太多太多的決定要做。
Too many things happening yet too little time. There's a limit to everything, but does everyone know where the limit boundary is?
我不開心, 但我也不是不開心。心情非常的複雜，複雜到我好想死喔！真心不知道我要的昰什麼，只知道我好累好累，累到什麼都不想做。好像做什麼事情都是錯的！當心以不在那裡，做什麼都會力不從心，好難熬好難受。每分鐘都像是在慢慢慢慢的爬似的，感覺不會過去。內心真的糾結的我好痛苦，好痛苦。
It's really difficult to make decisions, way too difficult. Things just don’t go the way it is, yes i know it's the mindset that's making things really difficult but it really cannot be helped. It's difficult to have a positive mindset at this point of time, every little things makes me irritated especially at the things im asked to do. Obviously everyone don't want trouble to find us, but then it just seems like im being thrown at for all the things that's gonna caused big big trouble, thou up till this point of time everyone still seems nice to me. Im envious of the 2 that already left, thou i know i just have to continue for a short while more before i can get freedom back. im telling myself to stay positive so that i dont have to suffer that much any more longer, yet everything seems too far away to stay positive.
I don't know what i want anymore. I need a break from everything.
안녕!!
Be healthy, Goodbye :)
사랑해요
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