I believe i say before that i have no idea what i wanna do with my life..
Even up till now, i still have no answer to that.
One year passed since i last graduate.. But i'm getting nowhere..
Had a job and worked for 4 months plus and ended up resigning because of obvious reason, and then got a little lucky that my auntie sponsored my trip to Philippines with them for a short getaway. After which i am pretty much back to reality, of being jobless once again.
You see how i always say that i wanna work/study in other countries as long as it's not in Singapore, yeah and my mind is pretty much set on that goal but what pulls back is that, there's just no way i could do that in reality for now. I have to at least have a few months worth of money saved so that i don't starve to death after going there right? Especially if I were to go there for studies, the course fees and survival fee till i get grant to work part-time or so there. There's no money coming in, only the opposite way which is going out (the expenses on food is pretty much what i've been spending, and of course the phone bills) and the saving from the 4 months work is pretty much gone, i believe..
Regret? Hmm.. Nope, i don't regret the decision of resigning when i don't even have a job yet. Im happy to be truth. The only regret i have will probably be giving up the job intro my cousin gave me before i even started the job, and the reason to why i regret is that i haven done up my resume at that point of time and got lazy. That's it. But yeah, regret is one thing, i can't possibly go back in time just because i regretted.
Back to point zero.
I am still looking for a job. The constant nagging from the parents, and the constant reminder from the relatives, oh well, they are pretty annoying. But i can't shut them up, and can only stare in space when they do so, or pretend to even listen to them. The only way to shut them all up will be getting a job and work, that's obvious.
Now i have one on hand, i dont know whether or not to go for the second interview with the CEO. The location is far, salary aren't attractive, but hey, it's a job. But no, I obviously needs to think in a very logical way. The pay aren't enough to even survive, so how do i even save? The pay is very much the same as the previous job, but the difference is that transport cost more, i have to spend on lunch (which i don't in the previous job just cause we can eat what the children eat) and lunch is definitely not gonna be cheap at all. So i am very much in a dilemma whether or not to consider or give up. I need to decide already, cause if i were to take up, i'm going to meet the CEO tmr and i have yet gave an answer back. The sis and friend says it's not that worth it, but the cousin says it's ok to try request for more when meeting the CEO. But everything goes back to me, the decision lies with me. If i take, i will have a job already just that the end result could be sticking to the same salary they offered, or get a little more. If i reject, I will really go back to job seeking and that i really need to submit resume everywhere, as long as it don't take up a lot of travelling time. I really really don't know. But yeah, I can very much see that the mum don't like the idea of me working there when i say where i went for interview. But the dad was pretty ok as long as there's money coming in. -.-" So i really don't know. I have yet to decide.
Just having this thoughts and the feeling aren't exactly right. :/
안녕!!
Be healthy, Goodbye :)
사랑해요
Even up till now, i still have no answer to that.
One year passed since i last graduate.. But i'm getting nowhere..
Had a job and worked for 4 months plus and ended up resigning because of obvious reason, and then got a little lucky that my auntie sponsored my trip to Philippines with them for a short getaway. After which i am pretty much back to reality, of being jobless once again.
You see how i always say that i wanna work/study in other countries as long as it's not in Singapore, yeah and my mind is pretty much set on that goal but what pulls back is that, there's just no way i could do that in reality for now. I have to at least have a few months worth of money saved so that i don't starve to death after going there right? Especially if I were to go there for studies, the course fees and survival fee till i get grant to work part-time or so there. There's no money coming in, only the opposite way which is going out (the expenses on food is pretty much what i've been spending, and of course the phone bills) and the saving from the 4 months work is pretty much gone, i believe..
Regret? Hmm.. Nope, i don't regret the decision of resigning when i don't even have a job yet. Im happy to be truth. The only regret i have will probably be giving up the job intro my cousin gave me before i even started the job, and the reason to why i regret is that i haven done up my resume at that point of time and got lazy. That's it. But yeah, regret is one thing, i can't possibly go back in time just because i regretted.
Back to point zero.
I am still looking for a job. The constant nagging from the parents, and the constant reminder from the relatives, oh well, they are pretty annoying. But i can't shut them up, and can only stare in space when they do so, or pretend to even listen to them. The only way to shut them all up will be getting a job and work, that's obvious.
Now i have one on hand, i dont know whether or not to go for the second interview with the CEO. The location is far, salary aren't attractive, but hey, it's a job. But no, I obviously needs to think in a very logical way. The pay aren't enough to even survive, so how do i even save? The pay is very much the same as the previous job, but the difference is that transport cost more, i have to spend on lunch (which i don't in the previous job just cause we can eat what the children eat) and lunch is definitely not gonna be cheap at all. So i am very much in a dilemma whether or not to consider or give up. I need to decide already, cause if i were to take up, i'm going to meet the CEO tmr and i have yet gave an answer back. The sis and friend says it's not that worth it, but the cousin says it's ok to try request for more when meeting the CEO. But everything goes back to me, the decision lies with me. If i take, i will have a job already just that the end result could be sticking to the same salary they offered, or get a little more. If i reject, I will really go back to job seeking and that i really need to submit resume everywhere, as long as it don't take up a lot of travelling time. I really really don't know. But yeah, I can very much see that the mum don't like the idea of me working there when i say where i went for interview. But the dad was pretty ok as long as there's money coming in. -.-" So i really don't know. I have yet to decide.
Just having this thoughts and the feeling aren't exactly right. :/
안녕!!
Be healthy, Goodbye :)
사랑해요
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